Hi, I'm Zed ^ ^
That's the name I go by on the web and also in real life.
Although not my birthname, I'm comfortable with it ^ ^
I'm a twenty-something individual from Sweden.
I consider myself intergender, since I don't feel like I belong in
any of the two standard genders, male and female, so I prefer
being referred to as "it" or something along the lines of that.
I am sick-listed due to anxiety problems, and a self-harming
habit that just grows worse. I'm being treated for this, but it's
been ten years now since I first started cutting, and I don't
think I ever will stop. I don't want any pity for this, just simple
understanding and no judging.
Seeing as I am sick-listed, I have a lot of free time, which I
spend mostly on photographing. The most beautiful thing that
I know is contrasts, especially black and white, so most of my
shots concentrate around this. Currently I am trying to find a
nice view of one of my electric adapters, which I can twist and
bend in an editing program on my computer to create beauty.
Another thing I also love is dolls. I collect Living Dead Dolls,
and used to be an avid Monster High-collector, but nowadays
I'm not active. However, my Mum took me shopping today,
and as a treat for me handling it so well (I have problems with
crowds and social settings) she promised me a doll.
We went to Toys 'R' Us and I bought the black-and-white GB
version of Frankie! ♥
(I'm actually thinking of colouring my hair the same way she has it.
Either black and white stripes, or half my hair black and the other
half white. What do you think?)
I love music and I mainly listen to Nine Inch Nails.
The Swedish indiepop band Broder Daniel is another favorite.
And now ... Ponies!
I'm totally new to this world, but I've been reading up a lot about
the different generations, looking at pictures and generally learning.
So far I've only got my childhood pony, Princess Tiffany with her
Bushwoolie (they're almost in mint condition!) but I'm really in love
with Gypsy, the pink version of Satin 'n Lace, and all the TAF babies!
Well, that's all I can think of when it comes to telling you about me.
I hope this message finds you well and that I'll find lots of fun here!