I know how you feel. I go through what I like to call pony madness stages
![Urgh! >_<](https://mlparena.com/Smileys/default/urgh.gif)
I will draw and draw and draw and design and stay active on the forums....and then sometimes weeks at a time I feel very unmotivated to do anything. I think its something that just happens to all of us at one point or another. I always come back though because the arena is by far the friendliest forum I've ever had the pleasure to be a part of.