Things are going a bit better.
I'm thankful for the support I have received from members on the Arena, and how people are so understanding - it took a lot of pressure off me this week.
I've distanced myself from my family, not wanting to see them or talk to them on the phone, if there is something important, they are to text.
My fiancé is sticking by me because apart from my mother trying to ruin our relationship we have no problems in our relationship. It's people around us who seem to have a problem with it.
We think it's jealousy.
Anyway, things seem to be going better, I'm not missing the phone calls trying to make me feel guilty and the lies.
I'm going to be able to start shipping everyone's ponies out. I gave them all a big spa, and styled them as a sort of gesture to my fellow pony peeps who have been so patient.