aww, that's a very dear thought
and I'm sure it's true ^^ (and you're not weird at all, hun!)
it has been almost 5 years now since she's gone, yet it still feels so... unnatural. I know she's always with me, but, huh, well... of course it's not like when she was still with us. I literally lost my best friend in her as well I still haven't really decided what to do with the fakie (thankfully I wouldn't even have had time to work on her either). let's hope I'll settle with time ^^