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I feel petty even posting this, but I need to vent. This post is not about anyone that's on here. I have a friend that lives several hours away from where I live, but she has family that live only a few hours away from me. We usually let each other know if we're going to be close by just as a courtesy in case we're able to meet up. There's no pressure or obligation to do so.
A while back I messaged her because I thought I might be close to where she lives. I then messaged her later and told her that it didn't work out and I wasn't coming after all. She told me that she might be in my area on a certain date. I told her to keep me posted. I've been checking my Facebook off and on to see if she messaged me. I found out earlier that she's in the same area as me and didn't send me a message to meet her while she's here. I know she has another family member with her that I've never met so I don't know if that's why she didn't tell me or if she forgot because she got sick after she came to visit her family. I could have really used a visit from a friend today.
I even checked the cameras to see if maybe she came by while I was out earlier, but no one came. I wouldn't have pressured her to spend a lot of time with me either. I was willing to meet up with her and her family member at a store or restaurant and then go our separate ways.
Would it have been so hard for her to just send me a message and say she didn't think it would work out this time and we'd try again next time? I'm trying not be disappointed or hurt. After all she didn't promise that we'd make it work, but right now it doesn't seem like she cared enough to try. I can't think of any reason why she wouldn't tell me to meet her somewhere unless her family member didn't want me to take time away from them being together or she forgot. I have so few people that I consider friends already that I try to hang on to the ones I have. As far as I know, there's no reason for her not to want to see me as we haven't any disagreements.
Also, even after I found out we were in the same area, I had no idea where they were specifically so there wasn't a way to go find them. Last time my friend came we made a concrete plan to meet up at a certain location at a certain time. I'm assuming if she wanted to meet with me while she was here my friend would have told me where to find them. There's always next time I guess.
One a somewhat lighter note, one of the fanfiction writers that I really like has posted part of a new story. I want to read the part that's posted, but it's told in multiple points of view and the chapters are very short. It's been a little hard to stay involved with the story.
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Oh how cute!