In the midst of cleaning the kitchen. My mom made me cry, I was short with her and turned my phone off. I'm under so much stress right now and feel very alone. I want to crawl in bed and stay there, but that would be giving in and I don't want to do that today. So I'm going to continue cleaning and play a game or two.

My mom pulled her narcissist gun out and shot me right in the heart.

It's rare, but it still happens. Always catches me off guard.

edit: She called me back and made it worse. Made me cry. My medication makes it very hard for me to cry. I hung up on her and turned my phone off. I can't deal with this right now. I'm so stressed out, I'm losing my hair.

Sorry about your Joycon, did you get it fixed?

I started playing Parkasaurus on Steam. It's so cute! The dinos are adorable and you can dress them up

I've also got the itch to play Sims 4 again.

Four casualties today. Including Bertha

Maybe I did do something wrong. I don't think this many would die so close together even if it was old age. I need to get a complete test kit, I only have the strips. I saw a video that said if you have bubbles staying on the surface from your bubbler filter, it means you have too much ammonia. I do have bubbles on the surface but there's no way for me to test for it.

i'm sorry BC

PBW is this the bathroom that's being renovated? hopefully they can fix during the reno.

my complaint today is i'm just tired and annoyed. i would like to take a nap but i have to wait until 5. i also need to re-up on my flood insurance by the end of the month. being an adult is annoying.

also it's very annoying when i write an email and then get distracted by people messaging me before i can hit send. especially when i think i did send the email and only realize i didn't after it's too late to send.