I'm sorry you've had a tough time lately.
So your plight with art made me think of a scene in Kiki's Delivery Service and I couldn't find just that scene on YouTube to share, but I found another site with the script of the scene written out along with the site's author's thoughts on losing our "ability to fly". Maybe it will help.
https://dragoncalling.wordpress.com/2013/04/25/when-you-lose-your-ability-to-fly/And I love the purple hair! I've never been brave enough to try something like that with mine.